Sometimes i really wonder whether my decision 2 be a teacher is right...even now ( final year ) that question still running through my head...mmmmm can i believe that the nature of an educator runs through my vein ( woah what a sentence )..sometime i really doubt tht. When my students start doing d 'abnormal attitude' and i seem 2 lost it, i start 2 think maybe i really dont have "IT" inside me..
Now i'm having my last practicum and i dun know why & how i get d naughtiest student of all in d whole world..I felt like i want 2 throw them out of the building or maybe tie them up in the tree or triple kick ..i dun know ..anything...i am so so annoy...
well, b4 i start 2 imagining thing , I suppose i tell a little bit story of my beloved student...They r naughty, lousy etc...word mean nothing 2 them...talking 2 them makes me like a standing tree talking all by myself..they dont even listen and punishment ....OMG they fear nothing...I'am losing myself & when i get stress, harsh word & action might possess me and all the thing i shouldnt do...
I am trying 2 be a gud teacher but im just a normal person..I wonder how d senior teacher can survive all the time...Teaching knowledge is one thing but educating people is d hardest & toughest thing in the whole World ( my world ).Especially when u get student like mine....
I really hope ( truly hope ) i can overcome this obstacle and become a gud & patient teacher ( im having class with them 2morrow )....May everyday will be my lucky day & I bcome stronger everyday ( Amin )
p/s: The title " TEACHER " is sometime too much 4 me 2 handle...well "Teacher To be " 2 be exact...
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