“Questioning anything within doubt,will just bring mind to no certainty.”
― Toba Beta, My Ancestor Was an Ancient Astronaut

Two things that I love yet hate at the same time are home & night. Just realize it just now but these two affect my life more than I can think of. Both of it have the similarities of causing me having the thought of " I can't do it", "I'm not confidence", "Can I do it ?" etc..Both of these time cause me having doubt in my capabilities.

Yeah, I think that I'm fragile at home and night. For example, when something came up I think rationally & make a really thought decision about it. But when I'm in bed at night, I'll start thinking irrational and re-thinking my decision. Same goes when I'm at home. I'll start feeling insecure, in confident and doubting myself. Thought of stuff like " Am I capable of doing it ?", "What if I doing that instead of doing this?" This will circle around my head and bother me all day long. Gosh..I'm helpless. Maybe because I'm too pampered or too dependent on my family that I can't do anything on my own. Maybe I just can't do anything without anyone beside me. I dun know. Even now I'm doubting my grammar.

Ow man, this is terrible. Maybe I'm just not a risk-taker. Maybe I'm just afraid that I will regret my decision or action later. Maybe ow maybe. The word "maybe" repeat like a million times already. Just ignore me, I'll just scroll for funny tumblr and forget about everything...yeah EVERYTHING!!!