Love or to be loved?

“When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who isn’t sure she deserves to be loved at all.”
― Nicholas Sparks, Dear John

I remembered when I was riding a bus from KL to Kajang last month, there was an old couple sitting beside me. They were holding hand. The couple were like in their mid 50's. They kept talking about their children. One time the old lady asked her husband whether its cold in there and took out a small blanket for them. Its so sweet to saw something like that. Even though they've married for a long time, they still have "the thing" that keep them together. I'm not really sure whether its love that keep them together but isn't nice to have someone staying with you for the rest of your life.

I like the idea of having someone loved you for being you, you loving them as well, taking care of each other, share the pain & the joy etc. I love to have that kind of connection with someone. I'm jealous of the people that have the chance to do so. And for me, its not the time yet. I just didn't meet the right person yet.

Sometimes, when I saw those couple I'll will ask myself where have I done wrong. I'll wait for my Mr Right but sometime I'll become impatient and keep asking myself why. Am I don't deserve to be loved or where did I've done wrong? I guess I'm not gonna find the answer now but soon. I'll just have to be a little patient. He'll be here. Soon.