This is one of the time of my life when I face the cruelty of life. Everything went wrong and happened exactly the opposite for what you have planned. Everything is a mess. I lost in my own thought, keep touching my toes, something swelled in my lungs but just can't figure what it is, feels like crying but no tears, I just feel like I'm dying from all of the problem.
I know that life isn't always fair, but I never know that it could be this cruel. I've plan like everything in my life but failed. But it's alright, I get it. So I plan again and again and again and its keep failing. Somewhere, somehow its making me want to give up everything. There was a moments when I felt so weak inside and alone. Its not like I'm alone like alone but people around me just couldn't do anything either to help me. I get that. That is why I feel weak, helpless and lonely.
I got so much to do but I can't seem to focus on one of it. Just lost in my own thought for hours. Crying? Its not enough to describe my feeling. Can I wish that everything was just a nightmare and when I wake up tomorrow, everything will be like nothing happen? Yeah, right..The voice in the back of my head scream IN YOUR DREAMS!!!!!
well, I guess I gotta gather my soul and every last drop of whats left of me to face my problem and walk down that grown up world...Yeah, lets do that
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