I've already plan what i want to do in the next 5 years of my life, buy a car, a house, doing my master and such and it's only revolve in Sabah or maybe peninsular Malaysia..And seriously I never have a flinch about sarawak and there I am in a few days. Thing just getting worst when I don't know much bout Sarawak and it hit me that how am I gonna turn my plan into reality in a place that so strange to me. I spend the next days organizing everything in a track and the rest is in K.I.V as I have to see whats waiting for me in Sarawak.
I've searched a few quotes that may help me feel better.
“If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there.” - Lewis Carroll
“Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.” - John Lennon
Maybe, well maybe my plan is just unreal and I have to wake up to see whats ahead.
“Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can. And just when you think it can't get any better, it can.” - Nicholas Sparks, At First Sight
Absolutely right...After spending days in thought, I got a hunch that everything will be just fine or its maybe just my brain playing a defense mechanism against all of the bitter truth..Reality is harsh.I know that for a long time but when it keeps coming, its really hard for me to consume...Anyway, what I always tell myself when reality struck is everything happen for a reason and I will wait for that reason...
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