And I'm " The left out girl"

Just love dis song

Hii, guys...It's me again..Sementara upload mood utk blajar ni, I just want to share something to you guys...d things tht I just realize (OMG, its terrible)...I've always thought tht things in d past is still d same & will always be d same, same old friend, old attitude etc..I've always keep in me tht d past is d best & my friends would be d same ( melalut dah, sy pun x fhm ayat sndri dah )...Ok, cuma korang tak pernah rasa ke deep inside you tht all d good things in your past will never change...Bila korang tgk gambar2 dulu2, gmbr kwn2 di facebook, kita fikir yg "ow skrg dia ni study kat situ" and thts just it. And d your crush ( or sebaliknya ), well you always think they will always be d same...

Well, you know wht tu lah yg sy ckp "the left out girl" and sy mengaku IT'S ME. I've always hav d thought tht things will & always be d same as it 5 years ago ( duhh )...Then reality struck me, cam kena panahan kilat la..The trigger was d ehem ehem d guy I used to ..( you know wht I'm talkin bout )...Well, he already hav a girlfriend and yeah...Then sy fikir , wht wrong wit me, he already move on & me?...Still walkin in memory lane..hidup dlm kenangan ..Bila fikir blk, it's been years...Thought I still a teenager, rupa2nya dah dewasa dah...Then, I take a look on my friends picture in FB & I never realize they accomplish tht much in their life...Bila tgk blk, my past move on wit their life & I'm not in there..In d ways tht sy x prnh jangka...Guess world not revolve around me huh..

And here I am again, I've been thinking lately why I cant just let things go, those memory, d guys & move on?..Why I'm still hanging in the past? Why cant I realize all of tht? And I'm regretting why I didn't create a better memory in d past...

Huh...huh..( mengeluh lagi )...I guess sooner or later reality will take control & wash away those wishful thinkin...And I admit tht it's my selfish thought tht keep me in my own shell..Well, I'm awake now & ready to walk..I will bear in mind " You are a grown up girl now & start living your life ".Yeahh I will do tht....And for you guys outhere, if you ever feel even once d situation like me, lets just move on...( sedih plak ni )


p/s: Life must go on...oh yeah, I almost forgot muahhh ...xoxo :D chaow for now