Hate it when it slow.....hmmmm

Yosh.....Its been a while....There's a lot tht I want to share wit you guys but my BB seems kind of slow & I'm hate it...So I'll post more as soon as my Broadbnd find it's way to me..Wait for me k....chaow..xoxo..

Two down, One more to go and then BAMM!!!!!! Touchdown!!!!!!

Yoshh....Salam 2 you guys...I'm happy (smiling)..Well as you can see d post title above, it's kinda exaggerating but yeah...its almost touchdown and I'm free yeahhh....Actually its bout my exam..one more paper to go, d killing paper...They really keep d best for d end, d most difficult paper...Well kinda killing my mood just by thinkin bout it but I'm just gonna enjoy it for a few more minute...hmmm lalalala..I just want 2 enjoy this new song of FT Island...woah so cool, so handsome, Hello hello Kupai kupai he3......



I should be studying right now but I just cant focus...yeah focus...d paper just now took all my energy & I need to recharge..Just cant wait 2 go home, its ho ho ho holiday...I keep thinkin bout all d things tht I want 2 do...he3 I want cut my hair, hug my mom, bullying my niece & nephew, watch TV , gossiping wit my sister , cooking my fav food...woah its heaven...Just this one more paper...aisehhh.....

Just wait, d minute I send my paper 2morrow, I'm gonna sing Hello hello Kupai Kupai in d exam hall...he3 just kidding...Woahhhh...Well I'm gonna enjoy a little more & then I'll start studying again....he3 I'm in good mood....Let's enjoy some of my favourite song...



Enjoy......

And I'm " The left out girl"

Just love dis song

Hii, guys...It's me again..Sementara upload mood utk blajar ni, I just want to share something to you guys...d things tht I just realize (OMG, its terrible)...I've always thought tht things in d past is still d same & will always be d same, same old friend, old attitude etc..I've always keep in me tht d past is d best & my friends would be d same ( melalut dah, sy pun x fhm ayat sndri dah )...Ok, cuma korang tak pernah rasa ke deep inside you tht all d good things in your past will never change...Bila korang tgk gambar2 dulu2, gmbr kwn2 di facebook, kita fikir yg "ow skrg dia ni study kat situ" and thts just it. And d your crush ( or sebaliknya ), well you always think they will always be d same...

Well, you know wht tu lah yg sy ckp "the left out girl" and sy mengaku IT'S ME. I've always hav d thought tht things will & always be d same as it 5 years ago ( duhh )...Then reality struck me, cam kena panahan kilat la..The trigger was d ehem ehem d guy I used to ..( you know wht I'm talkin bout )...Well, he already hav a girlfriend and yeah...Then sy fikir , wht wrong wit me, he already move on & me?...Still walkin in memory lane..hidup dlm kenangan ..Bila fikir blk, it's been years...Thought I still a teenager, rupa2nya dah dewasa dah...Then, I take a look on my friends picture in FB & I never realize they accomplish tht much in their life...Bila tgk blk, my past move on wit their life & I'm not in there..In d ways tht sy x prnh jangka...Guess world not revolve around me huh..

And here I am again, I've been thinking lately why I cant just let things go, those memory, d guys & move on?..Why I'm still hanging in the past? Why cant I realize all of tht? And I'm regretting why I didn't create a better memory in d past...

Huh...huh..( mengeluh lagi )...I guess sooner or later reality will take control & wash away those wishful thinkin...And I admit tht it's my selfish thought tht keep me in my own shell..Well, I'm awake now & ready to walk..I will bear in mind " You are a grown up girl now & start living your life ".Yeahh I will do tht....And for you guys outhere, if you ever feel even once d situation like me, lets just move on...( sedih plak ni )


p/s: Life must go on...oh yeah, I almost forgot muahhh ...xoxo :D chaow for now

Can you just be simple?

Sekadar gambar hiasan jer...

Assalamualaikum guys....here I am again, pop out of nowhere just dropping some fruit of thoughts in my blog..Even though I'm still struggle with my exam, I just can't let this one thing go...mostly this is for d girls & woman, maybe man but come on la...This is about wearing scarf ( tudung ), shawl or whatever style you prefer..I've been surfing blog & FB for shawl etc ( just love cuci mata online & sometime do online shopping ) but my eyes have been terrorize with some kind of fashion....I'm not d kind of trendy girl, I'd like to keep something simple especially my "outing" fashion, not so "kampungan" & not so "I'm d big city girl" image.....There this one fashion of girls wearing shawl & wearing some sort of mix korean cloths. I mean what the..? What was that? With the colourful shawl & tht outfit colour ...it's like OMG this is a living rainbow....Shawl dia kan dahlah colour dah campur leopard print dah, pastu baju warna hijau with puffy and the skirt, OMG it's like you just put a colourful blanket around you & daaaa look at me yaaiii....Girls it's not tht I'm an anti but cant you put it a little simple...mata sakit la tgk, please? ( blinking eyes )

Tolonglah jgn letak warna bnyak sngt, dari biru + merah + hijau + purple = You tell me la...I feel like my eyes just have been terrorize ( sory but it's like fashion victim? )...Isn't wearing scarf & shawl is for d main purpose " tutup aurat "?. Takkan sampai mcm tu skali. ni ada yg tmbah sanggul smpi tudung nmpk tinggi ke langit...Biarlah sederhana jer, keep d colour & d style simple. I'm not talking "no" but berpada2 la...style plak jgn la smpi org pun sesak nafas je tgk...Yang paling penting is " Niat "...Betul tak..Why we wear scarf / shawl etc, why we wear those cloths...well, bukan nak berceramah ni, just sharing with girls outhere.Well I guess I better stop talking before melalut bnyk & start studying again..well chaow for now...xoxo..just think bout it for a moment

p/s: Sory,I'm not an anti but just sharing my thought..peace 2 d world

Is it that time already? Gosh I just hate exam

Exam? waaaaaaaaa....d word itself annoys we.. Well, cant I just skip dis part & grad..Ow ( eyes rolling ) I hate studying. I called this time of semester as d worst part tht I've got to go through before d holiday...I wish I got a time travel & go t0 d time when I go home for holiday ( yeahhhh ).

Tak tau la, setiap kali exam my obsession 2 something will start. Time ni lah best sngt baca manga, tengok movie, watch Korean drama ( I'm a Kpop fan ), surfing, men gitar etc and d best part is sleep yeahhhh ( love my bed ). Napa yek..And everytime I've got to slap my own head 2 remind myself tht I have an exam. Silly isn't but it's my reality...And kerana obsession itu ( not sure if tht's d right term 4 it ), last minute study la jawapnya....Bila ada masa, terbuang buat bnda x berpekdah pastu time nak exam, pull out all night 2 study d all d stuff I can read days before...I do realize it but just cant stop myself...Patutlah result x penah naik2, rupanya begitu kejadian budak sorang ni ( monolog dalaman mengumpat diri sndiri )..Tiap kali keluar result, kptsan maintain nasib baiklah x turun ( padan muka sndri, sapa srh tak blajar, you could get better marks you know, you got wht you deserve )..



But still I hate EXAM...Why did we have to do one ?( eventhough I know d answer )stupid question. My head fill wit holiday already....Cant I just go home, please? Please ? Please ? ( kneeling position & eyes blinking )..Help me, save me from this torture arrrrrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... ( merepek dah plak )



Well, I guest all I have 2 do is study ( and someone who's willing 2 slap my head if I'm not studying . To my fren outhere, please study ( jgn tiru mcm sy ni ), don't do d last minute study ( even though I've master it by now ), stay healthy & yg paling pntg, ask for your parent's blessing & pray for your success. Well got to study y'all..chaow for now XOXO peace for d world.

p/s: sory la, some of d word above mengarut jer. Just getting some stuff I've been thinking lately...Now it's gone ( yeahh )..For those who read this, sory for d mix of language.

My mum is my everything.....Hepi Mama's Day

Hepi Mama's Day to all of d mother in d world...You are amazing!!!!!!...I want to dedicate this post to my very own mother, love you so so much thousands times. For me, everyday is mama's day, my mum is my mum, she is my very best friends, she is my world & she is my everything. She is amazing...Love her so much.

Its amazing how those women out there can carry this title. I dun know bout d others, but my mum is just amazing (I think I've use d word amazing thousand times already). How she carried my 9 whole month and then plooop, hi it's me out here in d world. Woah can you just think how hard it is. With d morning sickness, health problem & d list go on. I still remember when I was in elementary & secondary school, if there's any pregnant teacher, we tend to avoid making problem with them. We try to minimize any contact with them. Thts becoz they will get so moody sometime & punishment is always waiting for us...Remembering it quite funny actually & miss those naughty time. Anyway, when I think about it , it's pretty exhausting for them to be in school with a baby to be in their belly...Unbelievable.

It's still amaze me tht until this day, when I'm home for d holiday & when I chat with my mum, she always understand wht I'm talking bout. It's not like she's dumb or somthing but I've been away for quite sometime & when I tell all my problem, she always gives advise tht so right with it. She listen to it, understand & then give advise. It's like she's always right beside me. love chatting with her...I can tell anything, from small to big things, feels like she is d only world tht can understand me. Love you so much. I won't trade you for anything. Just with her presence, I feel secure & safe & feel loved. Feel like I want to cuddle with you d whole time.. Am I the only one tht feel tht way, why am I so attach to her..There's nothing wrong with it right...I just love my mum.

Anyway, talking to much already...Just saying Hepi Mama's day, love your mother with all your heart....XOXO

p/s: Syurga itu d telapak kaki ibu

Mat Luthfi_ Awesome You Tuber!!!

A few days ago, my friend told be bout a series of video in You Tube by Mat Luthfi..And guess wht, it was awesome & I loved it.It was so funny & it just so true.My fav was " bukan semua cantik subjektif "..Yeah thts true. Who said hidung mancung tu cantik, mata sepet tu cute, putih tu cantik & so on...Damn yeah...People keep judging d others & prefer d stereotype beauty..Well I think like tht too becoz of d norm. People in Tv , magazines & so on keep telling tht those people are beauty. I want to be like them.I've grown up with such perception. I think his view is quite interesting & well, he tell d whole world anyway,it is acceptable

Beauty is subjective & we cant tell which one is d real beauty. Betullah mat Luthfi kata yg perangai tu yg menentukan their beauty...cantik luar je klu perangai cam d "S" word buat apa...Inner beauty is eternity. Kecantikan luaran hampeh. Bila umur dah smpi 30, muka dah mcm jln raya tak bertar jer, org tak pndg lg dah..

Anyway, I'm not really want to talk bout beauty but it's bout Mat Luthfi...His video is awesome. Try to a peek on it. Also try Anwar Hadi & Maria Elena but still I prefer Mat Luthfi....Mat Luthfi rockkkkkkk!!!!!!


p/s: Hancur ayat2 kat atas , mix dah melayu ngan Bi, malas nak menaip , so gumenasai.

OMG.....Its my Final year already!!!!!kyaaaaa

Is it just me or d time really flew tht fast....capital OMG I just realize it tht it's already my final year...by d end of d year, I'll be gone from this institute...woah tht is one serious changes.. I'm gonna be working as a teacher and OMG, am I really tht old already (23 years old). Please can someone tell me this ain't happening. I just feel tht d eighteen me just enter this institute yesterday, and now I'm d super duper senior and I'm going to grad already..You got to be kidding me...Time really flew tht fast....5 years in training and plooppp, it's gone, finish, me.

I still remember as I went home for my first end of year holiday, my aunt will ask how long will I get my degree and I'll said 5 years...their face will stoned & said " That's still a long way to go"...Thts question kept coming for me in second & third year, but this year, things gonna be different. I bet they going to say " You finish already? thts fast"....It's like thts fast & it's already d end...But how come I already those time tht I've spend here...I miss those good memory..sometime I don't want it to end, it's just to good to end..can't I just stay like this forever , never grow up...Guess tht's just a wishful thinking..Being in d outside world frighten me somehow..Am I gonna be Ok or Ko...

Looking at my junior remind me on my junior time here, lots of activity & its keep coming, adventure, d bad & gud memory, d gud lecturer especially PJ lecturer...I miss d old, d new one seem so far away & it's feel like stranger to me...It's hard for me to keep up with them...Well, I think I'm gonna miss my time here....Now for my final year, it's a promise to my self tht I'm gonna make d best memory ever, walk forward & live...I'm just gonna enjoy it as no way I can have such chance again...Wow and me? Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pendidikan dalam Pendidikan Jasmani ...Thts awesome man...Well, I won't hold back anymore..I'll live my life