Escaping North Korea.....Documentary of survival

I watch this documentary in one of discovery channel..It was a heart throbbing documentary. It show how north korean people escape from their country to China then travel to Laos and Thailand to get to North Korean embassy just to get Political protection. I respect their courage to get a better life and got through a terrible long journey. I still remember the only children in that journey, Min Chul 10 years old, and the oldest, an old lady 65 years old. I know this is kind of boring for those who didnt watch it yet but, i recommend it for all of you. Its a real life journey , a tough one to get a better life in a place you didnt know. Determination of those who suffer in their old country coz them to travel thousand of kilometre. Through the Laos border and Thailand border, its ever been easy. That documentary is one of the group that manage to succeed their journey. Its an awesome documentary, you guys should watch it.

Life..theres still more to see

I must admit it that before i went to study in ipgm, my point of view kin of narrow. it just that things only go round around me. I never knew what is happening out there until then, my unexpected opportunity came. My acceptance to IPGM was a miracle. Its open my view to a wider one. I realize that world is too big and we never get tired of it. And for me, i hope that i get a change to travel that big world someday. Maybe a change in a lifetime.

Anyway, theres nothing impossible in this world. I believe in that as long as try. Theres no harm in planning coz we never know that it might work out. So my long term ambition, travel to places as many as you can go.

One way to catch up with that ambition right now is by mass media such as Discovery Channel. I must say this that such channel help you cope with what happen out there, before, now and maybe the future. Places, technology, history and life. Ive never expected what and how people cope with their life everyday. Some are tough that i can never imagine if i were there, some are very exciting and i wish i could be there to fell it too. The more you see, the wider your view. Dont stop your life at this stage, live your life, theres too much thing to do. Put your goal and try to achieve it. In the end, theres no regret.

China Badminton Super Series....awesome game !!!!!

22 November 2009

Mix double’s final
Korea vs china
Amazing game, I can say that. I really admire that China team have that strategy to win the game although they’re not. The Korea couple show good games spirit. I kind of confussed in the beginning what their strategy becoz they played kind of messy, but its still work out. Maybe that’s their strategy. Equal between the man and woman. That is the first thing I saw in that game coz mostly the woman in mix double doesn’t really good and the man need to play more. But I guess this is world games right. Everyone must have the skill to win the whole thing. Well, they show really an amazing game back there. Result= Korea win

Men’s Final
Lin Dan vs Jorgensen Jan
1st of all,Jorgensen is cute.For my own view, Jorgensen kind of follow Lin D’s ryhtm eventhough he have the change to win. It’s just that Lin D strategy in attack is fast counter attack. J really has the opportunity to do payback. Do mistake and you lose point. But I must admit, Lin D is really fast in counter attack. Amazing jumping smash as well as strategy you can see in that game. Lin D looks like JUST playing and suddenly BOOM, whether it 90km/s smash or amazing drop.It felt that he have the full stamina, runing and smashing at the same time.But as I mention before, Jorgensen have the opportunity with his height and stamina but still, something wrong. Something that he do not have and Lin D have it..At the very beginning, it felt like one-sided game where Lin D led the whole game and Jorgensen just the follower. I cannot deny that Lin d have the best stamina, technique and strategy to win the whole game. So ,in the end, the results is just too predictable. I actually hope that Jorgensen will rise and defeat Lin D, but its just too pity. But still good effort though.Result = Lin D win with 21-12 ,12-21.

Woman double’s final
China vs China
Aggresif player and active game. Full of fast smash and fast movement. I really admire china team coz they have like a hundred player and all of them have the best skill. Red team show more aggresif movement though. Result = china Qing Tian / Yaewen win 21-14, 14-21

Man double’s final
Msia ( Tan bon Heong,Koo kian kiat) vs Korea ( Lee Yong dae, Jung J S )
There’s no word can describe the game the played. Awesome, amazing and incredible. Full of excitement and I cant help trembilng all the way. I must say our Malaysian man double Badminton Player has show true showmanship in their game. Great skills. Eventhough they lose the game, for me they are the winner. The true winner of the game…2 crucial point to get to the rubber set and that’s so awesome performance. I believe they can do better. One thing that I really admire about the korean player is they actually did smash all the way and most of the time. Most of the point they got were actually come from smash. Anyway, Tan Boon Heong and Koo kien Kiat is the new hero of Malaysia other than Lee Chong Wei....I believe Malaysia can win this thing in no time…..GO GO MALAYSIA……

My first step to fotography.....Subjek: Semporna

Ow this is my first step to take better shot.Hope it work out.Im not really sure what technique im using but it does work out. Anybody please give comment to this picture. I take all of it when we visited Semporna for TMK course using my new camera, canon IXUS 9515.Kind of good feeling though,taking nice picture. Im still in progress for exploring my new camera, so the picture that i take still you call amature. I am hoping to be a better camerawomen by the time i buy SLR camera ( not really sure when ).Im trying multiple technique of taking picture but....still something wrong in my side...Well hope ill catch up with other fotographer ( my friend ). Then wish me luck then....

p/s: Hope ill manage to buy SLR camera before the 2010 end

Are they really exist??????

Are they really exist?..People who cannot give commitment at any situation? People who keep irritate people in any type of way ?..People who don't realize how lucky they are?..Then they should just demolish from this earth..In my entire life, this is the time where i see and found such kind of people..Do nothing but become burden to people not due to any disabilities but attitude.People attitude can be change but this kind of people cannot be change in any way ,but hanging and beating them like a child maybe work.I have seen this people.Ungrateful people ,not one person but a group of people. No words can describe their attitude. Their place maybe worst than lazy or >>>>>>..

You guys maybe wonder why did i keep saying things but ive just found a pack of people who should not let out in public but in locked room forever. Its the kind of people that can kill you in inside. they build up my stress over the highest level i ever felt in my life...The stress surpass assignment stress or other..I know, they really can do that.Maybe that is their specialty. My stress almost cause me to frontkick my door,slam my laptop and worst, maybe i end up hurting some one. the stress they cause have that great effect on me.I wish i can stab them in my sleep tonight and have better day tomorrow.No stress and no nothing .They just a nuisance..Let tomorrow be a good day for me...

Every child is special!!!!!

I cant believe i actually say this but I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!!!! Its a very good movie for motivation for a teacher to be.It inspire me a lot..I just watched this movie because my friend recommend it and said that its a very good movie and its turn out to be true..Its awesome. Its a story about a boy who is disleksia ( learning disability but can be train 2 get better),and the family dont understand and send him to boarding school.The boy get depress and Aamir khan came and save him through his brilliant method in teaching.

Im kind of irritated with the boy at the beginning but things started to sad...So in the end, i end up crying most of the time while watching this movie.Its sad when your own family dont know you and dont want to try understand you.This movie cause teardrops in my laptop.Its a sad movie yet motivate.Im kinda fall in love with Aamir khan for the second time. I love his character. i wish i can be a teacher as dedicate as him in real life, changing my students life to a better one, to a brighter future. Well, anyway you guys should watch this movie too. It is one of Hindi movie that i can salute for having meaningful motive.

p/s : and prepare a lot of tissue

Microteaching...Afterward

Ive done it...it so tiring...so tired of it.feels like i want 2 kill all my classmate.Why can they behave like a good kid..If it happen when im teaching in school, can i bite one of them?...they dont even heard what im talking bout.They keep saying that they are bored with my teaching..How could them? no, how dare them said that?...You guys wait aaa , im gonna take revenge on you guys, revenge of the fallen.Wait 4 your turn 4 micro.You are dead. It is not that simple. Then it slip in my mind that before i got here, people keep saying that being a teacher is simple and i think the same thing. But as soon you know and study about it, felt like yelling those people out there , YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME..ITS SOOO HARD THAN ANYTHING ELSE

For me, everything is hard in this world whatever profession that you desire to go, but becoming a teacher is hard.Asignment? absolutely..Physically it is somthing obvious, ready for it. But mentally? Do you prepare for it?.. It keep bothering me that im going to teach people not only the knowledge but moral too. Develop human being.That sound hard for me..I never thought bout it before, but its keep coming to me right now. What if i make a mistake ?Teaching somthing i should not to.Hope no.Ill try hard on that part..wish me luck then

p/s: Thank god i never pull a prank on any of my teacher, and if i did ,i think im the worse

Crazier and crazier.....

I crazier over this song..love it soo much.In fact i all of Taylor swift's song.Feels like im looking for this kind of song like forever...especially the country genre...its killing me..aaaahhhhh.....love it

Taylor swift:
You belong with me
stay beautiful
Our song
white horse
crazier
teardrops on my guitar
The way i love you

What the>>>>>

Hii...sory to my lovely blog that i rarely write post 2 it...you know ive been quite busy with life lately and honestly sometimes i forget that i have blog..well i guest ive will start 2 write in here...hopefully..

Any way i have something in my mind...I want to ask you somthing...Have you guys ever been in a situation where you have to work in group, especialy with boy...Then you start and you told them what you guys have to do and you start planning without them ever involve.Then you plan and ask them to do somthing like discussion or making somthing together. Anyway the main point here is they never get involve or ask anything or more precise, no commitment!!!! wow that a very long explanantion.

i have been so irritate lately with that kind of human living thing...I wish i could say , just die then but that is so cruel even for me.But nobody cant stand for that kind of attitude..no commitment and no nothing...But this time is real..I will never help them for this...enough is enough.They can say im cruel or anything but it is not my fault...I told them, i remind them like forever, i called them like crazy..it is agroup work you know...if they ask me later im gonna say..HUKUM KARMA man!!!!!!Remember that thing...You do bad thing and it come after you later...you do good thing and good thing come after you later....People can easily say somthing like im not helping them if they the one who planning it but they never help other..than its fair if i say just die...i felt so much irritated and annoying and can i punch someone for real then? Ive been practising it now, maybe it can come handy later...i guess so..

Well i hope the peolpe im talking about just know get what we call "HIDAYAH" in work..I just realize that i hate them soo much..I wish i could be a pure heart person but with them in this world it is just impossible...what can i do....i hope i can find a word to describe those people...

p/s: life is hard but people tend to make it harder with purpose

DUH ....MICROTEACHING LA...

salam....tak sangka ya ingat punya ingat, dah lama saya belajar kat IPGM ni. Sem depan dah nak pergi mengajar dah...Tak sangka...Dah separuh jalan dah..mengajar satu hal, ni nak buat microteaching plak..tak tau la ni...nak kata boleh tu boleh tapi outcome & income tu, camne? Kata bagus tak jugak, kata buruk tak jugak...yela studentnya kawan-kawan juga..Tu belum test power ngan budak real ni..kawan-kawan bolehlah, suruh buat tu, buat kan dah besar panjang. Dah faham pun, kadang-kadang dorang plak yang suggest ngan komen benda tu tak sesuai ke tidak...Tapi tetap tak sama..Buat RPH lagi, mampus..Dahlah saya ni bingung-bingung sikit...Tapi pa pun , semoga semuanya berjalan ngan baik.Buat yang terbaik jer time ngajar nanti. Jangan fikir kena observe saja tapi budak faham ke tak faham tidak dipeduli...All the best to me & myfriend..

Refleksi Diri....Muhasabah Diri.....

Hari tu ada la saya baca email dari group yang saya join...kata-kata nya betul-betul menyentuh hati dan membuat saya terfikir yang kadang kala kita sangka yang kita ni dah bagus dan baik dengan orang sedang kan orang sekeliling menganggap yang sebaliknya...oleh itu sama-sama la kita kongsi renungan ini dalam kita memperbaiki diri kita...

1. Ada antara kita datang ke pejabat hanya memenuhi tanggungjawab 'DATANG BEKERJA' tapi hampa,
hasilnya macam kita ' TAK DATANG' kerja

2. Ada kala kita rasa kita BUSY giler, rupanya kita hanya 'KELAM KABUT' .

3. Adakala kita rasa kita PRIHATIN , tapi rupanya kita BUSY BODY.

4. Adakala kita rasa kita OPENMINDED and OUTSPOKEN tapi rupanya kita KURANG PENGAJAR'AN.

5. Adakala kita rasa kita berpemikiran KRITIS , rupanya kita hanya lebih kepada
KRITIK yang mencipta KRISIS .

6. Adakala kita rasa kita ingin menjadi LEBIH MESRA tapi rupanya kita di lihat lebih MENGADA-NGADA .

7. Adakala kita suka bertanya 'KENAPA DIA NI MCM TAKDE KEJE', adalah lebih baik kita tanya
'APA LAGI KEJE YANG AKU BOLEH BUAT ?'

8. Adakala kita rasa kita ni pekerja yang SEMPURNA,BAIK DAN BERDEDIKASI tapi cuba tengok dalam-dalam, selagi hati kita berdengki, jatuhkan reputasi sesama rakan sekerja (report kat bos kawan kita tak bagus dari kita) dan tak amanah (mencuri dan tak siapkan kerja),kita sebenarnya patut terima hakikat betapa kita lebih teruk dari anggapan kita itu sendiri.

Pejam mata dan renung lah diri, kalau kita perlu melakukan ANJAKAN PARADIGMA, maka lakukanlah segera...tapi manusia tetap manusia... sukar untuk berubah kerana kita selalu beranggapan kita lebih baik... adakah dengan merasakan itu kita sememangnya terbaik?

"Mengkritik tidak bererti menentang,
Menyetujui tidak semestinya menyokong,
Menegur tidak bermakna membenci,
dan berbeza pendapat adalah kawan berfikir yang baik."

p/s : kata-kata ni saya ambil dari ..jadi renunglah diri kita sendiri

Backdated Sukaneka Hari Guru

Yosh......
Saya dah lama nak tulis pasal Sukenaka sempena Hari Guru ni sebenarnya, akan tetapi biasalah sibuk sampai terlupa...Walaupun dah lepas tapi pengalaman dalam sukaneka ni betul-betul tidak boleh dilupakan.
Sukaneka ini diadakan sempena sambutan Hari Guru dan ia dibuat dalam bentuk stesen-stesen yang mana setiap stesen itu ada aktiviti yang berbeza-beza. Saya telah ditugaskan untuk menjaga stesen ' Panjangnya Tali' yang mana peserta mesti membuat satu rantaian panjang menggunakan apa saja cara. Kumpulan peserta yang berjaya menbuat rantaian yang terpanjang akan menjadi pemenang. Dan kerana hal ini, hampir-hampir saya dapat trauma. ini kerana sepanjang berlangsungnya sukaneka ini peserta yang datang ke stesen saya kebanyakannya terlalu excited, terlalu bersemangant sampaikan boleh naik gila dibuatnya. Nasib baik la saya ni kuat semangat kalau tidak, dah ada yang di bawa pergi hospital ni. Bukan la nak cakap bersemangat tu tidak baik tapi hari itu memang menakutkan buat saya.Dan itu sememangnya satu pengalaman yang teramat baru buat saya.





p/s : Yang pastinya saya tidak akan menjaga sebarang stesen lagi. Pengsan saya dibuatnya.

pink color ka

salam semua,
Hi semua, kali ni saya nak kongsi dengan korang semua hasil tangan saya yang seterusnya iaitu manik pink color. Sebenarnya masa saya jahit manik ni ,tak rancang pun. Cuma ari tu tak tau napa tiba-tiba saja perasaan 'mesti menjahit manik' tu datang membuak-buak sampai tak tertahan walaupun sebenarnya kerja ku bertimbun sampai bilik penuh dengan kertas-kertas dan yang sewaktu dengannya.Nasib baik la saya ni tak ada roomate, kalau ada mungkin dah hilang ditelan kertas-kertas itu.
Baiklah, idea dan rekaan manik yang saya buat kali ni tak susah dan cuma yang simple-simple saja. Ni semua adalah kerana ilham tu terus datang dan tangan saya pun dengan cepat nya terus menjahit sampaikan otak saya tidak sempat memikirkan rekaan yang lain. oleh itu, rekaan manik kali ni hanya mengambil masa kurang dari 2 jam untuk disiapkan. walaupun begitu, saya puas hati dengan hasilnya. Nampak cantik dan elegan ( saya rasa la). ok check it out

ok, kalau ada kelapangan saya akan jahit baju lain lagi. Jadi sudi-sudikan la diri memberikan komen mengenai hasil kerja tangan saya.

IM A MANGA FAN!!! Yosh!!!!!!!!

Yosh!!! Ari ni saya nak kongsi ngan semua mengenai satu hobi saya iaitu membaca komik...Dulu saya suka tengok kartun kat tv jer, ala kartun2 cam sailormoon tu ngan Dragon Ball..dulu famous kan kat tv ( mana ada astro dulu ). Tapi sejak kawan kat sekolah menengah dulu bagi baca komik Kreko, dari sana la saya ketagih ngan komik ni..Sekarang ni dah macam2 dah komik saya baca tapi kebanyakannya adalah manga Jepun la.. Jalan ceritanya hebat tau tapi yang tak bestnya bila ada manga yang belum lagi habis2 cam Naruto..Tension juga time tunggu episod baru..

Saya ni boleh kira peminat giler manga juga la sampaikan saya dah label dah kartun ngan Gred2 dia. Dari Gred A ke Gred D...Bukannya manga Gred D tu tak bagus tapi lebih pada manga yang jarang2 saya nampak jenis lukisannya...kira yang unik la...
Ni nak bagi nasihat sikit la dengan kawan2 yang baru nak mula membaca manga ni, sila lihat genre manga yang anda hendak baca. Yelah kadang2 kalau baca internet ni kan takde tapis2...so jauhi genre ADULT dan MATURE..Tak baik untuk mata hati.

Ok saya nak share sikit manga-manga yang saya dah baca dan tengah baca sekarang ni...This is the list:
Asklepios
Karakuri Circus
Kekkaishi
Tribal 12
Fairy Tail
Naruto
Bleach
7 Seeds
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro
666 Satan
Historys Strongest Disciple
Bloody Kiss
Blue Dragon - RAL GRADO
Full Metal Alchemist
Future Diary
Eyeshield 21
Kamen Teacher
La Corda Doro
One Piece
Sky High
Sky High Karma
Angelic Layer

Ni baru sebahagian jer yang saya dah baca dan on da way baca...banyak lagi tapi dah lupa lah plak..Sekarang tengah eksplore manga baru ni...Kalau ada manga yang best please suggest la yer...oh ya ...site yang selalu saya masuk adalah Onemanga.com dengan Manga Fox.....

Ni baru intro je ni tapi malas la pula nak tambah ...k lain kali saya akan tambah info pasal manga kegemaran saya...chow dlu...

Mari Melancong!!!! MESILAU NATURE RESORT

Apa khabar semua..Ari ni nak cerita sikit la pasal tempat yang saya jalan2 cuti midsem ni. Ala tempat yang saya pergi ni bukan la jauh sangat, dekat je dengan Kundasang. Tempat ni kat Mesilau Nature Resort. Perjalanan pergi ke tempat ni ambil masa lebih kurang 30 ke 45 minit dari Kundasang. Pehh hebat jugak perjalanannya tau..Jalannya berbukit ngan lereng ( kyaa )...Kalau tak biasa menakutkan juga la. Nasib baik la kami naik 4 wheel ari tu..maklum la kakak saya baru beli kereta baru (Navara)..Kira test power la tu..Walaupun begitu pemandangannya begitu cantik dan menarik sekali..Antara tempat yang kami lewati antaranya ialah Desa Cattle, Kampung Mesilau dll.

It is really an awesome view. Beautiful panorama along the way. I dont really remember how we come up with the idea to go to this place anyway. But it is not a waste because the view is just spectacular. As soon as we arrived, the panorama caught my attention. I think the most important attraction here is the nature. Im a nature lover so its kind of mesmerized me a lot. So I dont know about the other opinion. That place is just full of nature.


Mesilau Nature Resort ialah tempat selain Kinabalu park untuk kita memulakan perjalanan mendaki Gunung Kinabalu. Tapi kalau ikut jalan kat sini ambil masa lama sikit la,lebih kurang 5 km, lebih 2km kalau ikut jalan di Kinabalu Park. Apa pun it is a nice place. Saya bercadang nak naik Gunung Kinabalu tahun ni tapi belum pasti lagi. Tengoklah macam mana...Tapi jangan risau kerana sekiranya rancangan saya ni jadi, saya akan menulisnya di blog saya untuk tatapan bersama...Wish me luck ye...Kalau nak, boleh join sekali...jom mendaki!!!!!!!!

The Wedding..

Masa cuti ari tu saya ada la pergi kat satu majlis kahwin kat kampung…Masa first sampai tu, baru la saya terfikir napa la saya ikut skali..Its felt so odd..Tp fikir2 lg why not, skali skala kan.

It was nice and served appetizing food too.. Cuma cuaca agak berangin sikit…Satu benda yg tak boleh dipisahkan daripada perkahwinan orang dusun ialah menyanyi dengan menarinya…confom mesti ada…tak tau la klu komuniti orang dusun kat tempat lain tapi kat kampung saya, kira cam kemestian dah…Mesti ada band pastu orang yang pergi menyanyi tu hampir semuanya orang yang berusia..I guess its like a custom for them..klu dah ada orang yang menyanyi mesti ada yang menari, especially lagu2 dusun…Dan penarinya ..emm no komen la..Nasib baik la ibu ku yang tercinta tak pergi join sekali klu ya I think im gonna wait in the car till we go home…Tak tau la kebelakangan ni suka plak dia join benda2 gini..

Pelaminnya cantik jugak..Nice decoration but personally it’s a little plain ( Jangan ambil hati plak ye )..They use only one colour and with butterfly on it..Well, so much for my comment..I hope the newly married couple will live happily ever after…

Ni nak buat selingan sikit la ye

Ari tu ada la sy tgk ‘Chinese singing show’ kat 8TV..Ala rancangan Ultimate Power Group tu ( ele sebenarnya sy pun tak tau, kebetulan jak tgk ari tu )..Tu rancangan menyanyi special tuk Chinese but I think we really should give them a credit for that… It awesome ( walaupun sy tak faham apa dia ckp ), secara kasarnya the performance its really interesting…ari tu final, ada 3 group Will Star Boys, Ya tou dan Friendz..Nice outfit you know..and nice hair..Pastu ada satu group penyanyi lelaki jemputan and their song ….emmm…sound good ( I guess ) with their incredible dance..Tapi yg paling sy tak boleh lupa ialah peminat kat stadium…wow..They really can screamed for 2 and a half hour non-stop..sokongan yg betul-betul padu…gud for them..dan akhirnya group Friendz menang…

Well I guess sometime its good to peek out Chinese show…klu tak faham pun, agak-agak je la apa maksudnya..But if the artist is good looking, why not ( just kidding )..Any way, support our music industry even though they are Chinese..Beside, we are one Malaysia …