Hi guys, its been a long time since I wrote my last post here..Sorry, just having d busiest time ever in my life & it just keep comin..but I'm trying to write something somehow..
I want to ask sometin...Have you ever face the time when nobody listen to you. I have,like all the time...As I remember, only my mother and a few can counted friend ever listen to me & what I said..I mean really listening & not just listen...I feel disapointed on myself...Maybe I'm just a boring person tht nobody listen to me..But isn't tht just not nice..Sometime I feel tht I didn't deserve this..I do listen to people so it's kind of unfair. Huh (sigh)... I'm kind of lonely coz it felt tht nobody really care bout wht I said...Huh (sigh) again....
I'm lonely and lonely and lonely or maybe I'm just a really boring person
Akon's song "lonely" suit me best...~ Lonely, I'm miss lonely, I have nobody, I'm on my own ~ la la la
The situation where nobody listening to me kind of made me use to it. You know wht I'm just going to shut my mouth...Its not like I'll die if nobody listen to me..I'll talk to myself then..And one day I'll find people tht will appreciate me more..This is ridiculous..I deserve better...I'll tell the world tht I'll live my life to the fullest..Being nice to people is a waste...I'd better take a good care of my ownself
p/s: Sometimes being selfish is a must