kali ni betul la...full blast sakit datang... dah lah senggugut, pastu gusi pd gigi bongsu bengkak lg...seksa....perut sakit, pening , susah nak menelan & its hurt so so much...terasa nak nangis jer...klu takde org nak je meletup kat sofa ni tp cover jg la..masa bengkak gusi sebelum ni tak seteruk ni tp mgkn sbb sy period kali ni tu yg bdn jg sensitif dgn sakit yg lain.. its so awful...tak selesa & i've lot of work left...Ya Allah please dont do this to me..
Sebelum ni, prnh juga sakit yg teruk tp time tu di hostel. Takde roomate, but sakit time tu hebat juga penangannya....bila dah sapu ubat, menyengat sngt sampai menangis-nangis...Sbb tak tahan, paksa juga nak tido..tp tu pun basah bantal sbb nangis..nak tak nak msti tido jg baru lah sakit tu tak rasa..nangis takde org tgk boleh lah tp klu ada org , lain plak..tak nak org ckp mengada, tak jg nak org rasa susah hati & simpati kat kita...biar la kita rasa sakit sndri ....I just need my mommy ...
susah sbnrnya hidup tmpt org ni, sakit takde org nak ambil berat...so tahan jak la...face it by my ownself...
cam skrg ni, I just need my mommy but she's just 2 far from here...i guess i just have 2 keep it all by myself...I'm just so in pain & lonely...k chow 4 now....xoxo
